SPM # Nightmare

    Hmmmmmm...Hey guys ` long time did't updated my blog ady , how was your life har? GOOD or BAD ?

 My life are SUCK , getting SPM soon but still got alot of troubles not yet settle it .. what's wrong huh ? i   

   also don't know myself , relationship / friendship / homework problems !!! T.T who cant help me now ?! :(  feel so stressssssssssssssssss  . 

About my relationship , ady break for few month i realize i 'm still loving him .. last days hang out watch movie with him , that feeling never gone its still here but i know we will never back together caz he told my friend we did't have any chance anymore . hmmmm... i just told myself being a good good friend with him thats all .. dont think too much ady everything gonna change include his heart but i just wanna tell him i never change it even i hang out with others boys , my heart my brain keep thinking about HE if he beside my rigth now that enough ... everything i just  phantasy myself haha not going happen it ;')  now , just wanna concentrate on mine study , score A  on my SPM !!! =D

that's my hopes now !!!  I don'n want fail my BM ar !!!!!
HEADACHE when thinking about that ==

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second design 2 

& i design for my class uniform , how was that  , any comment ? ><

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Hello Guys !! =D

long time did't UPDATE my blog already ...

its happen so many thing about my relationship , friendship, blah blah blah whatever.....;(

sometimes makes me feel so stressful ..

hmmm..

about my relationship

i don't know why we always just because of her?

i really don't know why ,even i ask GOD he also don't know ..

i don't like that feel ..before i already say i just want a simple , there no disturbed

but why cant?! :'(

everyday did't sleeping just thinking about this kind of shit problems !!

i try to stop thinking but is not work ,keep thinking thinking and thinking `

i hate you GIRLS !

but when i cool down , i say it to myself ....

she it just a little girl ....

i cant do like that .

after few months ..FINALLLY we been together 8months =)

i feel so surprise with it !

we 're sweet ! <3

i love the smell on his body

i like his gentle

i love his thoughtful

many things!!

i never regret together with he , NEVER ! ;))

because he is a sweet guys ..

and about my friendship ..

haih ...

i really no comment with them ..

they always keeps gossip people ..

they never wash their mouth ? xD

MAYBE (hahahhhahaha)

i feels so disappointed to her ...

because i treats her like my real sis , but what she done to me ?

it make my heart broken ! T.T

but she don't know how much i love her ...

when she getting a bad relationship , i am not willing to allow others to hurts her !

SHE NEVER KNOW !

thinking i'm destroy her relationship ...

it okay never mind ..

maybe one day you will know what have i done to you ..;')

yesterday with dear and friend went to see THE DEVIL INSIDE (movie )

hmmmm.....it bored movie ==

i choose wrong movie

SORRY ><

but if you serious to watch this movie than you wont feel any bored -.- just like that

AND.........................................................

i also dont know what i want to talk about already ..

yes ! i remember it !

my dear are flys to SINGAPORE today with his family .

and 3days i cant contact he ;(

hmmmm.......sad

i miss him until crying ...

since start from 6:18pm i missing you i crying

i'm not going to receive your message and your call for three days !...it very difficult for me ;(

I think tis time i really fell in love with ,

And love the deep

i hope you can come back early ...

wish yo were here T.T

做好自己就好了♥

我知道一开始你就没看好我们的感情

我知道你对我无言了

但是我并不是你们说为的'PLAYGIRL'

如果你们要这么认为，这么想的话 我也没办法。

我不想再去想那么多了，因为我知道要改变一个人的看法/细想是很难的，倒不如用那时间去改下自己的缺点更好。。

你们爱怎么说我，怎么告诉别人我是一个怎样的人 ，那是你们的事了`

不管我事。。

我最重要的人和我自己知道我不是你们所说的那样就好了。

我也不需要再去解释那么多，

说那么废话了!!

现在的我只想简简单单的和他一起.....

麻烦你们不要再来打扰了=)

这次真的不会轻易的放开你的手了♥

感谢上帝让我遇见了你,你非一般的不同即使吵架了你还是会放下自己的面子哄会我..你温柔·体贴·有耐心·搞笑·还有很多说不出的

优点....

谢谢你在最重要的关键时刻的时候还是坚持的相信我并不是那种人，我真的很开心很感动`我在电话跟你说过了:别人怎么误会我 我都无所谓，但唯一不能对我有误会的人就是你!! 因为我不想你误会我，我不想失去你.....你对我来说很重要了♥

那天跟hubby去看了

这两

部戏 ^^

超闷哒/.\

这部不错看哟!! =)

那天真的很谢谢hubby的陪伴。最开心的一天，忘记不到!! xD

那天的LOOK!! ^^ {REUNION X RESPECT}

/.\

刘子豪♥记得我们说过的一切

我爱你

PMR IS GONE!!❤

At this few month it happen many thing-[friend] ,[love]
i’m feel really tired rigth now~can i take a rest?

About love -sometime i really don't know what am i doing now`sometime love someone feel happy and tired........but sometime when you are single you will like yo be couple but when you are couple u will want to be single {LOVE}IS A HARD THING ,no body will know what is LOVE

About friend-in this is happening many thing at here ,somebody just can friend with you like so good so 'ma ji'but at back are talking your bad thing ,how you do it
i don't know` but did you know if you do like that many people will hate you !please take off your mask and do back your self !!!don't make everybody worry about you can?i say you already changes your attitube but i can't see it u also same like last year or last last years~i want talk to you what are you doing wrong because i"m your friend !!i don't want seeing you druo into a bad road!!can you understand?!!=(when i know something i feel so sad what are u talking about that........ if now u still think like the way u are right then i can't do anything anymore~take care by yourself







SOMETIMES SOMETHINGARE HAPPENING WHAT CAN WE DO?ESCAPE?OR WHAT?WHAT YOU SEE IS TRUTH AND WHAT PEOPLE MAYBE IS FAKE !!

6-9-2010^^♥

three of us^^
me&mei siB


angel &me^^





yesterdays with my babies g see movie~[step up 3D]['lao niu &nen cao']hehe
not bad yarh~got chance must g see wor^^


still got many thing i want to write de ,but i lazy (ZZZZZ)hehe
whn i freee i will write it~sry ^^

啊咯～
很想念大家耶，三天没玩电脑，三天没找比比。。。真的真的很想念大家
你们过的好吗？
我这三天不再是去了学校主办的生活营《活出青春的色彩》
刚开是觉的有点后悔，想回家。。。但后面的时候原来真的很好玩耶
我们的口号是‘‘我们是清心组 清心组 最清心最开心 清心组 oush~!!"
我想谢谢我的组员，组长（moses)与副组长（志豪）
谢谢你们的照顾，希望你们的生活会比一前来的跟快乐
我会想念大家的，随然大家已经分开的但是我们的心还是连在一起的！！


在最后一天的时候大家都流了眼泪。。
原本自己说好不能哭但还是因为姐姐一句话眼泪掉了。。。、
姐姐说有什么是随事打给姐姐，就算是12点还是会接你的电话的～
我听的很感动所一眼泪就流了下来。。。。



我们都拍了全体照。。。
希望明年还有机会参加·····
我爱你们 也会想念你们的！！


清心组加油加油